The smallest of bruises hurt more than the largest of any cuts...know why? coz they don't show and only you can feel the pain...the same is when some one lets you down...only you know how low you feel and the rush of adrenaline when you wanna smash into a buzillion pieces the pretty picture you had of some one in your mind....
So many times you trust is shattered...and you swear never to trust anyone ever again...and yet again we fall prey to these emotions and end up being emotional fools...its a vicious circle...the harder you try to stay away from the matters of the heart...the more you fall prey to them....
Its easy to say that I keep my head above my shoulders but still there is this teeny weeny nerve that goes straight from the heart and touches upon the button that makes all the wrong decisions...and we sit and regret and fret and sweat over wasted emotions but to no avail...we just can't help it can we?
Only saints they say can control their desires...but in today's world with everything luring you to forbidden paths...even that seems a remote possibility...and while we are only mortals...we are bound to make mistakes...over and over...again and again...
Somehow we begin to feel that every time our trust is taken for a ride...we become more careful and such things are a rarity for us...little do we know with every fresh blow we become more susceptible and vulnerable to such like incidents...
Its never ending..till the time you heart pounds...it yearns for something or the others....it may get love...it may get fear but the worst and the most abundantly available and recurring being... the ripping of the thing called the heart through your chest but merciless hands of fate...wringing it so hard...you don't feel anything...but you see the blood ooze out and a sharp pain as though you've been stabbed by a sharp knife by someone you loved and trusted...blindly!!!!
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